Once again I turned to my blog because I'm feeling hopeless. I have read through my previous posts and I am sick. Sick of being this person I have become.
I am becoming like my son, uncaring. I can't bring myself to exercise or eat right or socialize. My sleep is restless and my drive is gone. I need to find inner strength to pull myself out of this dark hole. I must remember that God doesn't give us more than we can handle and that what is happening holds a true blessing, somewhere. Enough is enough.
Sometimes it's barely a visible thread floating just within reach. We must grab it and NEVER LOSE HOPE.
I am becoming like my son, uncaring. I can't bring myself to exercise or eat right or socialize. My sleep is restless and my drive is gone. I need to find inner strength to pull myself out of this dark hole. I must remember that God doesn't give us more than we can handle and that what is happening holds a true blessing, somewhere. Enough is enough.
All who are thirsty, all who are weak, come to the fountain, dip your heart in the stream of life.
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We sing, Come Lord Jesus, Come.
That thread is Jesus, always.
And we're praying, always.
Indeed, we should never lose hope, especially for parents like us, because we are the ones whom children look up to. I'm sorry about how you feel, Rosie. When you feel like everything's going wrong, just remember that we are made stronger by every bad experience, every incident of bad luck, every time we draw the short stick. It’s important that we not wallow in self-pity, but that we move on, harder and tougher, with our heads held up high.
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